These few days my home is like a living torture. Is it me or the house ? its like a jail. I cant study in peace here, I cant pack my things properly, there is just no family atmosphere.

Or maybe it is just me feeling unsecured with my life, my studies, my future. Guess so.

Been frequently visiting Prata café at orchard area for supper till I got a tummy now L ! Super nice food, GREAT service. Recommended from master sha =)

My k700i finally broke down; it’s totally cocked up now. Using my brother’s spoilt k750i now. My plan only ends at the end of the year!! Sianz!

BUT, something has been keeping my moral strong and cool =) SLALOM !!! SKATE !

Saturday went to cinileisure and saw Rachel doing her FLYing stunt! Kinda cool, best part was elbrenia’s reverse eagle snake ><>

today went to National runway cycle/skate. Rocks sia! Placed about 80 cones on the ground and slalom till there is no tml. Best part was the MIGHTY DRAGON( consist of 30+ skaters)!

Pics here =D ( sorry for the blur pics, cant help it, got no camera! )

DRAGON !

cutie.

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Hairy armpit which require constant air ventilation. he cycled the full 30km stretch of runway HOR. pengzzz

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why.
Everytime I walk through the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna be...
a jerk.

Lets start with yesterday which is a SUNDAY! Early morning at 7am, went to children’s home at woodlands area, with kityee and mayjun. And I noticed something, MAYJUN is seriously a rare gem =/ she brought along about 8 gifts( 20 Ferrero rocher which cost like $20?, a pencil box , a box of pencils and etc ) what a kind girl indeed.

When I reached the home, I immediately saw the faces of the childen, lost yet cheerful. The home was rather in a fuked up arena because they were moving house, I thought we were there to help out but we didnt instead we get to play with the kids in their study/play room! And guess what , we had something in common.
their messy bed is the same as mine.

Their messy cupboard is the same as mine.

Their messy study table is the same as mine.

Here in their room, they were like so full of AA energizers in them, running around like a marathon, playing basketball like HOOOOO~ BUT some of the girls sat in 1 corner and studied/solve jigsaw puzzle. I went to GARY at once cause I see that he was sitting alone and watching other kids playing, a very shy child, whom wants to play street fighter with me( REAL LIFE ) . And this is the fun part. Gary likes to sit/take control of a MAT, and there is this Chinese child that would beat Gary up every time he wants to use it. WTH!? In the end, I had to snatch him away and carry him up to the TALLEST chair and say “ FIGHTING IS BAD, SHARE YOUR THINGS” I said that like 5 times mind you.

This girl, SIM LI WEN , came up to me and hug me sideways for some reason and said “korkor, I know how to read this book” so I heard her read and praised her. Next, we did maths! “Li wen, what is 10 + 11 “ … she asked me to lend her my fingers to she could count!! Hahaha so cute . and when I raised the question to 10 + 21 , she USED my hands, her hands , HER FEET, to count how many fingers/toes. Cute sia.. hahaha

She than draw out her jungle animals on a paper. She was like so proud of the paper lor. She even told all her friends that its nice.

There is this moment where her friend was jealous and draw on liwen’s paper!!! Liwen than threw the paper away and started crying!! To vent off her anger, I gave her my fingers and she started to twist it, crack it , pinch it and even beat it. Mayjun was beside me to hear all the cracking of my fingers.hahha

lots of fun thing happened in the room!!! Hoping to go on a regular basis.
thanks kitty!

Later on in the evening and night, shop for F&N ingredients which I didn’t even prepare a shit for, went to PRATA café and had a freaking hilarious time laughing on the service with my bro n deb =D.

TODAY!!! (F&N O level practical)

Today is crap. My Morning got greeted

by MR WAN,

standing in front of the whole school for 10 mins

by running 17 round in the parade square.

By getting nonsense logical answers by MR wan.

F&N practical.

Everything went as I planned, bad.
before the event, I KNEW SOMETHING was going to happen but not sure what is it and that got me stressed for the whole day.

During F&N practical, I missed out some of the main ingredients but everything went fine =) just only that I didn’t prepare enough for this.

Hahaha LOOK at bala’s table. ;p

See ya, going to ecp and skate to UNLEASE my stress that is jailed by my brain.

I must be able to clean up my damn study table. Its more like a freaking scrap yard! Not to mention the nagging from my mum.( but there is still no way that I am able to study at home) Just look at my junk.

Buy USEFUL assignments books for buck up for my O level.

Get 15 points for O level.

I must take an ICP course and become a skateline part time instructor

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Hopefully be able to earn enough money for my poly courses and etc through my part time instructor =).

By 2009.

Attain a car driving licenses.
Attain a bike driving licenses.
Hopefully got enough $$ to buy a bike.

NS.

I dont want to plan that far yet. A step at a time. hahaha… achievable? YUP! Most probably, realistic targets. So what now? STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!
I’m going to freaking uninstall my stupid WARCRAFT, damn DOTA is ju

st too addictive and a waste of time.

Take a look at ong’s big splash! ( SEXY SIA !! ) hahahahah

the Teacher that left the boys gone wild =/

Mr low doing some ‘encouragement talks’ in the class. ( hes married! )

Jeremy’s study bed. YES, his books is UNDER his bed and he is sleeping ABOVE his books. That explains his great knowledge! What a genius !

First Love, True Love.

Haiz, Im still missing her almost everyday, not because of what you are thinking, but because of who she is and what she have done to me.
Not everyone believed in love at first sight, I didnt too. Till I experience it firsthand! she was like the babe of the babest =/ and she still is.

It happened about 5 years back, we became really good friends, sit together in class, take up line dancing together -_-“ , even celebrated our birthdays together.

She was the only one who truly understands me, witnessed what I suffered, sticks to me like double sided tape~

Our trust between each other was like induced magnetism LOL.

Till when our PSLE results came out, it somehow became a distance relationship like as if shes staying in hong kong and I’m in USA. How come? Its was my fault, taking things for granted.

HOWEVER, during my secondary 1 days, when khairi, Sinyang and horny lam start messing with my phone ( a proud nokia3210 user > : ) their fingers became blazing itchy, and sent real DUMB messages to her. And 1 morning, she replied this : “Elisha, Please stop smsing me. *CENSORED* “

I’m like bruised and battered by her words already and the punks(yang,khai,lam) was like laughing like fuck -_-“

I swear this was my emotion.

Its been 4 years, I still havent fully got over it, maybe she has. Everytimeg im with another girl, i always compare she to HER.~

If you are reading this, I just want to say I'm sorry that I took our love for granted. And Cheeeeeeeers.
she now happily engaged with a cool guy, and all the best to her.

For those who are still experiencing their first love, or havent get to it yet. Please treasure it ! Cause after it all, you will want it back. Badly. Just like me. a jerk ~